its 8 on friday and im waiting till its time to go ouuuut

1. Spell your first name backwards:

2. Story behind your name: mother made a list, father made a list it was the only one both of them had put down

3. How old are you: 19

4. Where do you live: texas


20. Person you wish you could see right now: w

21. Some of your favorite movies – notebook, super troopers etc
22. Something you're looking forward to in the coming month – people coming home

23. The last thing you ate – french fries

24. Something that you are deathly afraid of – cockroaches, elevators, death

28. Do you believe in love – yes

29. Do you believe in soul mates – in a way

30. Do you believe in love at first sight – sometimes

31. Have you ever been in love? yes

32. Do you believe in Heaven - yes

33. Do you believe in God – yes



R e l a t I o n s h I p s


43. Who are your best friends? saggie and matt

44. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope

45. Longest relationship? uhh i have commitment problems but ill say...a year

46. How many actual relationships have you been in? three

47. How many people have you kissed? i dont know, but ill make a list now

48. Are you shy around your crush? sometimes

49. Still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with? yes...and always will

50. Do you know what it feels like to be in love? i think so

51. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends? my favorite possession is my diamond necklace that i got from my moms wedding ring and its the only thing i have left of her, my best friend is everything that i am as well so thats a tough one



s p e c i f i c s


62. Do you do drugs? no

63. What kind of shampoo do you use? loreal or suave

64. What are you listening to right now? the bugs outside and some bruce robison

65. Who was the last person that called? emily from israel!!!

66. Where do you want to get married? lord knows where love will take you

67. How many buddies are online right now? 39

68. What would you change about yourself? i dont want to be shy anymore

69. What are essentials in your life? family and friends

70. Do you send out holiday cards each year? nope


h a v e | y o u | e v e r

71. Given someone a bath? yes

72. Bungee jumped? nope

73. Made yourself throw up? nope...chalk that up as another fear of mine

74. Skinny dipped? nope

75. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes

76. Cried when someone died? yep

77. Fallen for your best friend? yes

78. Been rejected? yes

79. Rejected someone? yes

80. Used someone? im sure...everyone has/will

81. Been used? yes


c u r r e n t
82. Hair: loose ponytail

83. Make-up: mascara

84. Annoyance: ohhh, ill leave this one blank for the sake of no drama

x=yes /=sort of or not sure/ no
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.-with my sister im sure
[ ] had a threesome.
[x] snuck out of my parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[ ] celebrated new years in Times Square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[x] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] been ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[x] had a car.
[x] driven.

I...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate myself
[x] think i'm attractive
[ ] have a dog.
[ ] have my own room.
[x] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno
[ ] listen to reggae
[x] paint my nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[X] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument
[ ] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

I AM...
[ ] ugly.
[X] pretty.
[X] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] caucasian.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] Asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded
[x] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x ] scared to die.
[X] tired.
[x> annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in my room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in my pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.





ll LAST... ll

movie you bought =ladder 49
song that was stuck in your head= lifehouse...you and me

cd you bought = i havent bought a cd since like 3rd grade

cd you listened to = whip cream mix

person you've called = oh i dont know...a roomate im sure

tv show you've watched = CSI

person you were thinking of = w :)


ll DO... ll

you have a crush on someONE? yes

you wish you could live somewhere else? eh im fairly comfortable thanks

you think about suicide? not anymore...i have before

you believe in online dating? no

others find you attractive? i hope

you want more piercings? yes

you like cleaning? sometimes

you like roller coasters? thats a negative

you write in cursive or print? print



ll FOR OR AGAINST... ll

long distance relationships? against

using someone? against

suicide? against.

killing people? against ... there are exceptions

teenage smoking? against

driving drunk? against...bad habit that we need to work on in this house

gay/lesbian relationships? against

soap operas? against


ll HAVE YOU... ll

ever cried over a girl? yes

ever cried over a boy? good lord who hasnt

ll NUMBER... ll

of time your name appeared in the newspaper? lots because of sports

of scars on my body? eh lots because of soccer

of things in my past that I regret? i dont regret. life isnt about regrets...because at that moment its exactly what you wanted to do

of guys that have seen you naked? good question...4

number of girls that have seen you naked? 0 i think...ive neverbeen naked in front of a girl.


ll FAVORITE... ll

4 letter word: love

actor/actress: julia roberts, i dont know some good actor

Cartoon: not a fan

Chewing gum: gum is gum

Color(s): green, pink and blue

Favorite jello: watermelon

Summer/winter: i like them both

Trampolines or swimming pools: both


|| Person who last.. ||

Slept in your bed: me...then matt

Saw you cry: during oprah big v and i cried
Made you cry: w and e

Yelled at you: e



|| Have you ever.. ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes.

Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes

Kept a secret from everyone: yep

Cried during a movie: yes. are you kidding me...im an emotional basketcase when it comes to this stuff

Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nope

Been on stage: yes

Been to New York: nope

Been to California: nope

Hawaii: no

China: no

Canada: nope

Europe: nope

Asia: nope

South America: nope

Australia: no

Wished you were the opposite sex: at certain times

What time is it now? 832

Apples or bananas? apples and bananas

Blue or red?: blue

Walmart or target?: target

Spring-fall?: spring

What are you going to do after this? go out

Are you bored? yes...but i have a lot to think about to keep me occupied

Last noise you heard? the fan blowing..and randy travis singing

Last smell you sniffed? beer


|| You ||

Nicknames: oh good lord i could go on for days...just take my name and rhyme it with everything

How old do you look?: i dont know...people say over 21

How old do you act? i think i usually act about 20

Glasses/Contacts: neither

Braces: used to

Do you have any pets?: negative

You get embarrassed: it takes a lot to embarass me

What makes you happy?: friends and family and love

OK SO I WAS REALLY BORED AND HAD TO DO SOMETHING. I HAVE DECIDED I GO OUT TOO MUCH BUT I DECIDE TO RECOVER FROM THAT THOUGHT BY GOING OUT AGAIN. YEA I KNOW WAY TO CONTRADICT MYSELF BUT STAYING AT HOME REALLY IS NOT THAT FUN. PLUS I HAVE A WONDERFUL OPPORTUNITY TONIGHT. I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY TO GO HOME TOMORROW AND THATS NOT COOL...BUT IM HOPING ILL BE SO TIRED THAT I WILL JUST SLEEP IN THE CAR. ROOM TO MYSELF TONIGHT...ITS TOO BAD a)YOU ARE OUT OF TOWN b) YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND c) I CANT GET A GUY TO SAVE MY LIFE. MY STOMACH HURTS AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO EAT ALL FREAKIN DAY. I DONT UNDERSTAND. ITS REALLY PISSING ME OFF THAT LIVE JOURNAL WONT LET ME PUSH ENTER. IT JUST SMUSHES ALL OF MY PARAGRAPHS TOGETHER. WTF. IM TOO LAZY TO FIX IT NOW. OK SHOWER/LAZY TIME UNTIL I GO OUT.